Meet My Baby Boy

This morning 8.30am when I just wake up. I feel like normal wanna to make a turn continue my sleep but I felt some different that there are some water just cant control of flowing out. I think I just wanna get pee but is different the pee was unable to control.... I know that must be the water bag burse. Anyway, there no paint nor bleeding. So I just relax as normal to take a bath and "Wash my Hair"... cause I need to wait until 2 weeks after baby delivered only can get bath and wash my hair.... ( this will make me crazy, Cant imagine)

I would like to THanks God and sister Tze Thing who call me last night and make a prayer for me. Cause Doctor advice that it is batter for the baby to natural coming out by this few day if not the baby will be over weight ( yesterday check up already estimated 3.5kg) it will make me harder in natural birth. I pray to God very hard that day... many frens also calling me up, may be they got sense that I am going to give birth soon. Special thanks to Tze Thing her call just make me so touch!

We had packed the laguage since one month ago. ( Ah P'ng cant wait for the new born , always blowing me to ready for the packing) We just took that ever ready laguage and went to hopital about 9.30am. and the nurse send me to the standby room until my Contraction start only transfer me to the delivery room. While awaiting in standby room, I still not felt any contraction pain but only water keep on flowing out. P'ng and I just ready the laptop to continue watching the Chinese Comedy that we not yet finished last night. Around 11am, Doctor came to check and advice that my servic just open only 2cm... so he request me to insert tablet in order to faster the contruction, if contraction too slow it will tire me extend the delivery up to next day only can give birth. So I agreed that...
After having my lunch, I call up some of frens told them that I'm going to deliver soon... around 1pm I can feel like period pain started. The contraction pain getting harder and harder ( from half hour once until 15min once) around 3.30pm the contraction 1min once... until 4 pm I start having the lauging gas. There are 2 nurse look like as my age... but they are so experience in guiding me on correct way of breathing and every half hour they are checking on baby heart beat.

The pain is really suffering me start from 4pm, until 6pm Doctor came to check again and he said the servic just open 4cm...Walau... I sufferd for so Long that only open for "4CM" .... Oh no... I ask doctor is there any faster way???!!! Its really suffer me. He say is soon d , he will give me a normal pain Killer to help me relax a bit... if not I will get not enough energy when the time need in pushing out the baby. Its help but not much.. when contraction time it still pain but when the time its relise I will fall in sleep a while...Doctor estimated the time will be around 10pm tonight... so P'ng n my mom they going to have their dinner. My mom told me that P'ng had his dinner very fast... and Zoom back to the delivery room again.

When the time about 7pm, I can feel the baby is start pushing out himself... just feel like going to "pang sai"but it come with the contraction pain. The pain came every 15min. When the nurse came to check me again... she seem like a bit surprise when she saw me start pushing... she urgently ask another nurse to call Doctor and at the same time guide me in breathing... when the time Ah P'ng back from dinner at 7pm there still nothing happen but just few minutes when he back from toilet the nurse told him that the baby is coming out soon... as my servic open up to 9cm!! This news make him really nervous ...

The nurse guided me pushing and monitor on the baby's heart beat chart. When the contraction begin again the nurse asked me to make deep breath and push... this continue every 10min... until the 5th push the nurse told P'ng that the baby head is out... ask him " if You dare to see blood?" of course he prefer to see the baby instead of see the blood...P'ng told me that he saw baby hair is out.... can see a bit of his head d ...! Another nurse went in and told me that Doctor is half way back from his dinner and soon will arrive.... ask me not to push so hard yet ( Walau, Can I control this??hahha...) Anyway, the Doctor Finally arrived at 7.50pm... the nurse help the him wear up the operation dress and gloves speedly. When the time Doctor sit down, actually I can push out half of the baby head... the nurse keep guide me on pushing ...the second pushing the baby is totally out....the time is 8.12pm! "BABY IS ARRIVED" the cord still yet to cut , Doctor directly put up on my tummy... I can feel whole thing warm up my tummy... ( The Baby just so real until I can't imagine it) That feeling is weird but warm, excited, succesful, unforgetable and touching!! THANKs GOD! the baby is just so cute and REAL!!!!

The Moment of my Pragnancy

This is the last months on my pregnancy... time past so fast when there is a hope for a life. I feel so touch for every moment that I have on my pregnant. Every first exprience I feel inside me, the little life begin in my worm, the first move he made, the kick he did, the turning he made, the feedback knocking he gave me, the respond...

I really thank God, he just giving me a very enjoyable pregnancy without any suffering to a morning sickness, I sleep well from the begining till this final month and the most thing I feel touch is my husband that just giving me the full support and ecouragement when I'm down. Both of us just can't wait to see our baby... we are very excited with every appointment for the check up. Every time we see our little boy on the screen, we are so surprise on his growth... we know this is what our God creation... this giving us a very real experience....

Awaiting on your Arive!

Finally all things are ready. Few months ago, we had bought lots of baby stuff and some are frens gave. My mom and I spend some time to manage keep all this things.

The moment I start to manage the things... I saw the cute little dress, shocks, gloves.... they are just soooo cute.... I just cant wait for the baby smell to fulfill it....

I did some simple deco for the room... just put on your bath toys.... see from the pic... the butterfly, ladybird, tortis... and the blue basket on the bed is the small little toys all...

"Baby, we all are waiting on your arrive. See you sport Car is on Road d... hahhaa.... this is given by Marina ee ee. Just a nice sport car!!! I think you only can drive on Next Year! "

Check Up

"Baby, doctor advice that nowaday has to constant check up for you. Soon you are going to 8 months. Today Dr.Low same like normal asking me about how are we both getting on, is there any problem or unconfortable.

Then I told the doctor : "hm... everything was fine just only the baby are actively moving all the time and sometime just wake me up in the midnight!"

And Dr.Low just smile and replied : " Then should bit the backsite when he come out !!" hahhaaa.....

Like normally scanned you but we all can't see you face cause your face is facing inside. You already 1.58kg now and from the scanning doctor show us your cute little short baby hair growing... Going soon there will be 2 weeks for check up now. I can see you more frequent!
Got to see you soon on next 2 weeks time! "

Counting down for 10 weeks to go....

Praise the Lord for the growing well and Healthy

" Baby, today is check-up day again! I always cant wait the day coming to see u more n more...maybe your every movement just remind me that you are inside me and everyday I just imagine how is your growing and shape will be!! Today your grandma is following us for check-up, she was excited to see the real you on the screen. Doctors had show the graph of your growing and it is stable and balancing growth. Yeah, Praise the lord ya!

Doctor had estimated your weight is about 1kg now... But your mom me had gain 10kg since pregnant till now.... (T_T!!!) Anyway, just got to think of your healthy so just forget about extra weight gaining. U Look so different from last scanning, maybe you had gain more baby fat and more better looking now... hehehe...You was sleeping this time when doctor scaned on you, and he do scan the size of your tummy, head and lenght of your legs... he always remind us you are a"Boy"when he got your private part!!! Your daddy and I always feedback that we knew that d! hahhaa..."

Since Last 2 weeks onwards, my mom, P'ng and I started shopping for Baby items. I just cant imagine my apartment 3rd room is full with the little guy things and stuff. The babycourt, baby chair, cute little dresses, troller, shampoo, diapers and etc.... just look like the little one is going to move-in sooooooon! We got to manage to get a wardrop and do some the room deco for this little one. P'ng and I pocket get "Blooooody" this month ! But Lucky we got freinds who just gived us the baby-court, troller, baby chair, some baby stuff... From there we save a lots... we truely feel so thankful and touch with the freindship and kindness to us...

Thanks for the Gift of God, I know the baby is just so gifted with so many aunties's and uncles's love.... and I know many people also cant wait to see my little boy coming soon...

Counting Down there still got 13 weeks to go...

Who you look like?

" Baby, I can see your face!! Who you look like? But you still look skinnic and just start develop on your skin. But seem like your Feature look more like your daddy instead of me. This month your eyes is still close tightly...your weight is 587gram and you give the doctor a shock when he scanning. You just kick up the Scanner... hahhahaaa.... and he laugh at you and said you really excited boy! Praise the Lord, You are really well growing!"

Same as previously, after lunch the baby sure will get excited and exercise inside my stomuch! This month the movement is more frequent and some time really make me shock with the kicks and Box! Doctor said this is the good sign means he is well grow and actively. After check-up, I just bring this picture for my mom see... she said " Just like his father, ang ku in nia!" hahaaaa....

What to do, this is his father's son ma!!!

Japanese soft cotton cheese cake

140g/5 oz. fine granulated sugar
6 egg whites
6 egg yolks
1/4 tsp. cream of tartar
50g/2 oz. butter
250g/9 oz. cream cheese
100 ml/3 fluid oz. fresh milk
1 tbsp. lemon juice
60g/2 oz. cake flour /superfine flour
20g/1 oz. cornflour (cornstarch)
1/4 tsp. salt

Instructions:
1. Melt cream cheese, butter and milk over a double boiler. Cool the mixture. Fold in the flour, the cornflour, egg yolks, lemon juice and mix well.

2. Whisk egg whites with cream of tartar until foamy. Add in the sugar and whisk until soft peaks form.

3. Add the cheese mixture to the egg white mixture and mix well. Pour into a 8-inch round cake pan (Lightly grease and line the bottom and sides of the pan with greaseproof baking paper or parchment paper).

4. Bake cheesecake in a water bath for 1 hours 10 minutes or until set and golden brown at 160 degrees C (325 degrees F).

Makes 1 (8-inch) cheesecake, 12 servings



I know recent I am crazy with cheese... so I find lots of cheese cake receipe to try. Actually I bought this cake from Sin kar Oon last week and the taste and softness of the cake just make me wan to have it more so think to bake it myself n see.... ( I soon to be FAT)
Hm... I like the Soft and spongy. But I make a mistake is baking it with 40minute with 160 degree. I suppose to turn to pre-heat after 20minute when the cake turn light golden colour. But the Top skin taste nice too with this golden brown. ( wrong got wrong eat!) hahhaa...

Oh My Boy, you are in world-cup season too!

"Baby, you are getting stronger now. I can feel your kick and Box every moment you did. Today doctor said you are 300gram and you legs, fingers, heart, kidney and stomach are formed well. Your head size is about 5cm. Your face, eyes, lip and nose can be see now."

I was excited for today check-up, cause I know he is awake and excited too by kicking and boxing me after lunch! hahhaaa.... P'ng and I just keep seeing these scan photo after check-up, as we can see the cute little round face!

Now is World-cup season, I still remember that June 11 was the world-cup opening ceremony and before the 1st match start, the baby is getting excited than me by Kicking and boxing d!! hhahaaa... I get shock, surprise and feel funny by the baby moving. I told the baby " The 1st match is yet to start, but you already started ya , later kenal Yellow card!!!"

Crepe Cottage

Oh.... Is my birthday again! This year I got change my Title to Mrs.Hong and got small little one in my stomach who share the Birthday Foods with me.

After work, P'ng and I planned to have a celebration in Crepe Cottage. We arrived there @ 6.30pm but it still close and the one of the Chet said will open @7pm.... Hm.... no point sitting there waiting! So P'ng bring to buy my present in Gurney plaza... I looking for a purse as my purse old and soon to be spoil... I use it for 3 years, I bought when we travel to Macao 2007. So lastly, I got the Paris Hilton brand purse.

We arrive back the crepe cottage about 7.30pm, there already a couple there waiting for their order. We are the second couple coming in. We got to wait for 45 minute to get our Dinner serve.... Really sorry to my little boy inside me! and we finished our dinner on 9pm!!!! I cant believe it. Anyway the Food is good... specially the Ice-cream... We order the Manggo Cup for sharing and it just too nice until we forget dissatisfaction of waiting so long. That why the restorant still success till today!

You are in my life

" Baby, You grow bigger and bigger. You got your weight this time. You are 139gram and 100mm now! And I know you are a BOY too... hahhaa...so you are going to be my new boy freind ya!! You look so cute in the scanning screen, you are moving and Kicking all the way while Doctor scan!"

Doctor check the baby brain, backbone, and it's Sex!!!! Baby just show up the "Ass" when the Doctor begin to scan....hahhaaa.... and there is an abvious one little 'Dot" just right infornt of the backside. So doctor said" Hm...... should be a boy!" after the scan the other parts of the baby... Doctor just scan back to the leg part... and very obviously the " Elephant nose shape" shown. and the doctor said again: "Obviously is a boy!"

Hahahaa.....

Opssss, Growing fast!

" Hey Baby, only 3 weeks time you are growing so fast than I cant imagine! You grow from 10mm to 48.15mm... I can see from the screen that you are start moving and kicking. Maybe is still too soft from your kick so I still cant feel anything from you!! hahaa..."

Praise the lord that he give the baby grow heathyly and now I can see the body shape is form...Wow, how amazing of God creation!

Back to Dell...

Today I'm back to Dell as Logistics analyst again. I think it is a good way for me to be stabilise while I get pregnant! I'm easy to get tired and lost of my appertide so I got to stop on the property agent job. Hope I can recover after end of tis month.

On the same time, I feel excited as this coming Wed I meet my baby again!!!

Meet You Again!

Today is check-up again!! " Baby, I see you again" I'm so excited to know how the baby grow... I was worry cause I cant feel anything about the baby inside my stomuch. Sometime just feel like period pain and I dont know why! Doctor told me this is the normal sign as the baby is growing so will get stress on stomuch muscle and cause some cram pain.

"Hey Baby, I saw u grow from 6mm to 10mm by 2 weeks time. You grow so fast!!" Your Birthday estimated on early of Nov! Wish you grow healthy and well inside ya!!

Small Little life appear!

I finally Found you! Surpricingly this little life appear...
When I missed out my 1st oeriod I did myself check on Urine Test but the test shown negative before CNY. This month I had missed out my 2nd period So I scare whether this delay will cause any illness or cancell. I better do some check-up.
I told the clinic Doctor that I got some cram pain like normally going to have my period, but this month i get delayed again for 2nd months. Doctor start to query about the regularity of my normal period , changing Job , or whether is just back from oversea but its look nothing wrong to me.
So the Doctor start to check on my heart beat, press on stomuch... feel nothing goes wrong. She ask me try to get an Urine test again. OK...while waiting for the test result, she ask me whether is planning for pregnancy. Then I said yes. She said is a good time for pregnancy on my age. Suddenly she told me:" Oh dear, you got pregnant!!!" the sign show positive... I was so surprise n happy till the tearrrs coming out!! haha....But the Doctor is more excited than me when she saw me the +ve sign. She suggested me must start go for check up in hospital.















I went to Adventist Hospital today, for double confirm on my pregnancy. So nervous on this checking. Not sure whether got do scanning or if scanning how is the baby look like.... all question in my mind!
I got the Scanning.... Doctor showing me in the screen that there is a small little "Dot" beating... WOW the little heart beat!!! It still small just only 6 weeks. Look like small bean shape.
Thanks God for giving me this little life and I know there will be more challenge need to go thru after this. May God guide me on!

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Welcoming 2010

This Year is so special on how I celebrate the new year eve! I was attending the church watch night sevice on welcoming the new year!.... and is also my first time on attending this service.

The purpose for this event is to do some sharing of the 2010 plans and also thanks giving. We also praying for coming year new plan. May God will lead us on. Praying , sharing and the moment had come to count down......Everyone was so happy and wishing each other. From that moment we welcome the new year... I just feel that our church really a blessed church.... we got the youngster and elder are sitting together on welcoming the new year!
One of the programe is to promote our church 50th aniversary. Therefore the organisor is using some games like quiz of our church History and review some old photos. The whole church from youngster to elder are join together and break into four group. We laughing non stop while review back the old photos....so enjoy while playing the games.

At last, there is a refreshment before we going back. The fellowship is still ongoing after the end of the programes....hehheee... so meaningful on welcoming my 2010 year! Praise the Lord.